Tuesday, September 29, 2009

First Cold

Keira is sick with her first cold after only a week in daycare. I also have the cold and my head has been pounding. I really hate the daycare situation because I never get the fun times of day with Keira. She used to smile nonstop. With this cold and being upset at daycare, weekdays have been miserable.

My husband goes to work at 7am. Keira realizes it is a daycare day from his departure and she cries her head off. I try to distract her and dress her after eating and then we go to daycare. As soon as I put her down on the floor she howls until I leave. She plays the rest of the day. I return to more tears because the other kids leave before I arrive. It's hit and miss how the rest of the evening goes. I get home after any errands. I give her a snack while I make supper for the family. My husband arrived back from work and then we eat. And guess what? It's already bedtime.

I am finding it really hard! I live for the weekend and am so tired I feel sick. I don't have any time to do fun things. I would go on prozac if I thought it would help. I just need rest and time to be a mom. How come everyone else seems to be so good at this while I am just exhausted?

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